Sunday, May 31, 2009

Buisness Adventures Deluxe "changin lifes"

So i will be adding to the website quite a bit. I want to add a whole new coaching department to my website. I will allow players to apply for coaching if they meet a certain criteria. In return i will get their RAKE BACK :) I also want to offer the highest rakeback at any site! How do i plan to do this? I want to have a program built that gives players some of the rakeback i receive!

Way down the road is a black jack website but realistially the other ideas are much hotter!

Fun times deluxe !

Mark

Glory of bustin the bulls balls

Time to set some standards to push the limits!

I will move up to the 32 dollar tables as soon as i have 2000 grand in my bank and my bank roll is sitting at 1500 dollars.

Once i am at the 32 tables i am going to set up inet spread sheet to track my play. Its time to get some data ;)

Website i will have the site done within 2 weeks! This site is ready to take off and take my inet advenutres to the next level!

I will next month take 1st and second on the referral program GUARANTEED!!

MY ATTENTIONS ARE GOOD SOMETIMES MISUNERSTOOD!

My boy ELLS is off on his Europe TOUR And it pumped me up to make some strives towards more traveling. THis year i aim to do a trip a month. Right now i am in arizona which i have been for the last week and a half. MY next trip will be to Santa barbra as well as San luis obispo and Ventura county to visit my boy JEFF "Damn i miss that guy". I plan to take mucho pics since i have a terrible tendencay of doing none.

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Taking the indenity out of everything


Its funny when you go out as much as i did. You began to expect the same old thing in your interaction and in everything you do. You began to epect the same thing every interaction. THis is happening because i put form to something that has no form. Form is something that in your minds has already taken place. A new stranger has no form because the event is happening in the present moment. A good example of this is in public speaking. I have previously sucked at public speaking. I automatically assume i will suck next time i do public speaking because of my past experience. 2 problems in this 1) I am living out of the moment 2) I am saying that the past moment dictates my reality. This is a failire mindset and one i shall octoquivickly destroy. What does octoquickly mean? i have no idea it just sounded really cool.

CHeers MATEEEESSS!

Mark

You cant always get what you want BUt you can always do waht you want!


MAN OH MAN! I have been having a blast. I have been doing what i want when i want. I find myself getting more suddren urges to do random things then ever. I am seiing my love for people growing by the second. What do i owe this 2? Being in the moment and listening to my hearts sudden urges. One thing i found that i did allot in my social interactions is put rules to everything. I have to open and i have to talk to people blah blah blah. HECK I HAVE TO GO OUT! These thigns are good if you lack social skills and really need to get yourself out of your shell. But i am at a point where this is no longer necessary. I don't need to prove to myself that i am cool. There is no need to put rules to things anymore. Whatever i do i do because in the moment i desired to do it. I find no reason to analzye if doing this will make me a better man blah blah blah. Instead if i feel a urge then i will do it.

LETS ALL HAVE CHILD LIKE HEARTS!!

YEa BOY!!

MARK THE i dont know ill think of some cool name later

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Keep your heart 2 step!

SO just cause i am not going as much to night clubs does not mean the part stops mates! The things i learned as part of RSD carries on to all parts of my life. If one thing i learned in all of this stuff is don't take yourself seriously. Self amusement is where it is at. That doesn't mean that its all illogical all the time but doing what you want when you want all the time. I find i get allot of urgers to jump over things as i walk. SO i do it! Peoples validation is dead and the play fest begans! YEA BOY!!!I like high fiving people and saying whats up to people close by so i do. I do what i want because that truly is what makes better people.

Keep your heart 2 step!

Mark

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Fun TRUMPS ALL !!!


Whats up mates!

Its been quite a while since I wrote on here. I am here to talk about what I see as the key to ALL social dynamics.

I have taken a break from the night clubs scence and I have been anyzing the most important things I have learned in this year and a half. I have been been tediously looking in all the wrong spots. I have wasted time analyzing conversations and breaking apart the way I touched women and everything else. I keep trying to find the pinpoint of what caused my most enjoyable nights. Was it the way I broke rapport as I open? Was it the way I smiled as she tried to make fun of me? Was it the way I made a quick remarks which turned into illogical conversations about Aladin? Was it the way I slowly seduced her body by constantly talking to her? As I dug deeper into these questions, I began to get worried if I would ever be able to duplicate these scenarios. Finally after listening to a hynposis tape and spending a long hour in the bath did I find the answer I was looking for. These things happened because I went out to have FUN! Fun creates creativity and leads to all the crazy stories that me and some of my best friends have got to enjoy. When I go out to have fun, everythng else takes care of its self.


I have made a mission this upcoming college semester to get allot more involved in the community. My mindset originally was to sharpen my social dynamic skills. This is no longer the case! I am getting involved in the community because I love spending time with people and being involved. I don't enjoy being a hermit in my house for long periods of time. I enjoy meetign all the unique humans this planet has to offer and I want to meet AS many as I can. I want to build relationships with these people and let them get to know me!


I belive that trust in yourself is related to fun. At this point, you could say I have approached well over 2000 groups. How in the world did I never have lines and get them to enjoy interacting back with me? It comes down to me having fun. I didnt need a line because I was enjoying the moment and they happened to pass me. I didn't analyze what I said or give a crap if people wernt going to like me. I was my own party and that was sufficient. There are plenty of times I doubt myself and ask myself “Can you do it again?” This question from now on is trumped with “You feel like having fun”? Fun is the key to social dynamics. Were not here to impress girls, or strangers, were here to enjoy are selfs.

FUn i belive should be the leader any any skill set you choose to learn. If you are not having fun, then you should question why your learning the skill. Fun drives us to get better but relives the stress out of the process. Quote "MW"

FUN is the key to devleoping any skill..


In dedciation to Baxtur Bailey “A 65 rogue on everquest bristlebane server”