Monday, November 4, 2013

He makes me lie down

I am in a new position I wil dictate my own schedule


I have choosen to not take care of myself due to financial woes.

Its times to walk away from that and began to take care of myself.


I will take weekends off.
I will drink plenty f water
I will wash my clothes as much as  need to
I wil give my self 4 horus a day of rest
I will say no allot more
I will read my bible
I will check my linkedin once a day
I will not bail people out because of their lack of organization.
I will hold people accountable for the jobs I have given them
I will drink tea and allow myself time to myself
I will began to start dating
I will get involved at church
I will move out
I will stop fixating on what is not mine
I WONT be rushed anyne more.
I will eat lunch

Prayer

Hey Jesus

I am overhwlemed. I feel isolated and alone. I feel drained. I feel my life has no balance.
I have taken another job as district maanger and I am not excited at all. It sems every position I take robs my energy and gives me nothing in return... I don't want this to happened again.....

I am nt use t having any balance and I don't even now where to start...

would you please come to my rescue I cant ge tmyself out of this mess....

Thanks for getting of your throne and coming into this world of chaos. Thanks for allowing me to adire and love you.

I am here in Corona and the truth is who nows how long I am here.
I will start running appointment tomorrow and managing my team.

I am just down and could use a hug...