To much Thinking

Hey Dad

Lately my brain has been feeling exhausted.
I find it hard to rest because my head is thinking non stop theology.
I am playing constantly with ideas on grey zone areas to the point it
is taking the joy out of my heart.

It is skewing my feeling toward you and making me view you as a legalistic father that
has no compassion on his kids.

I keep thinking that I dont find out the perfect answer and change imitely then you will stop loving me and even worse you will toss me into hell.

Father would you release me of this addiction when it comes to thinking non stop theology. Would you help me destroy this perfectionist mindset.
Would you show me your love towards me and cushion me with rest and peace.

I plan to take a month off deep subject against and just walk and talk with you.

Your servant,
Mark