Freedom

Hey God I have read these past blogs especially pre accident and it makes me want to vomit..... How sad i thought that i could find freedom without you! MY messages are just me continuously being by bipolar about what women think of me. WHat amazes me is i don't really think about women much. Thank you for setting me free of this lie! You are truly live up to your word "I come to give you life and give it to you abundantly" THis is what you have done. Father what I would ask for is simply a purpose driven life. I Desperately want to be used for your kingdom. You say the Harvest is plentiful but the workers are few'. Well here i am dad and i'm all yours. I know i am promised nothing in life but i would ask before i Die i would be used for your glory. I have a heart towards college and after college students. It breaks my heart that adults dont really reach out to this group. In fact i have seen them do the opposite. Father would you use me to impact the age group that is going to define our future? I also have a desire to teach people on social dynamics. Really about their heart when it comes to social dynamics. I like so many of my christian men have found the women of church to be quite dull. I think this is unacceptable and i want to see change. WOuld you allow me to be the catlyst toward change for men and women! Father i know your in a war AND I WANT IN! Please use me as a leader in your battle. Father truly i dont care about the money i make in this life. WHatever i have may it be used for you kingdom. Teach me and thank you that you have allowed me to call you dad, Your Soldier, Mark David Watson