Thankyou

Dear Jesus

Thankyou!
My life has been one heck of a roller coaster since the accident. From quitting poker which you arranged. Thankyou for bringing Carrie into my life in order to allow me to graduate.

Thankyou for bringing Andrew into my life right when i needed him. I was at my breaking point and thought i would never recover from the accident. Jesus i just asked for my sanity back and you have given me so much more. I well never forget the day Andy came up to me at CR and ask me if i had a terrible experience with you while hallucinating.. Thankyou what shame that brought to my life. Thankyou for releashing that shame and turning it into your glory.

Thankyou for turning terrible situations into glory. Only you have the power to do that. You are a true redeamer with a redeaming heart. Help me to be more like that.

Ha lets move on to taking the Farmers Job. I know you were with me the night WE decided to choose farmers. Thanks for making it so clear. Who knew how bad i would need that in order to get through the tough trials. Jesus i dont think i wold of stuck through all the pain if you didn't give me that night at Sac state. I needed you extrmelly close and you were.. Thanks for walking as my best buddy

Thanks for expanding my comfort zone beyond belief. I am proud of how far you have taken me. I never thought i would be able to go solo in so many areas of my lilfe . From making phone calls by myself, to walking to apartment complex manager by my self. I run aplintment by myself. I always needed another human with me and now i can do it alone. Thank you for making me so bold. Thankyou for putting rest in my life.

Thanks for the bcf. Going from being the biggest loser in the faternity to the leader of the faternity. Unreal. I remember the night i decided to refollow you. I said "God i'm all in but please dont make me into one of those jerk chrisitans" Wow was i wrong. Trufully in my heart i thought i would be the most disliked guy in the fratnerity.. Unreal your sense of humor to make me the most popular.

Thank you for living a life worth living. Thanks for setting the example for me. Thanks for promising me that night in Sac that you will never leave me. You know you say this life is by faith but truly father you made the first move. Thank you for showing a blind man to light. You truly are God and I owe you everything.

Jesus thankyou for pushing me out of my comfort zone so hard. Truly i coudnt do any of the these things without you. Allot of times i dont like being pushed but after words i am stoaked you did it. I would like to switch my mind set to looking forward to being pushed so proactive versus reactive. Help me in this area.

Thanks for you !

Get close to Jesus

The goal of my life is simple. Becomming extremlly intimiate with Jesus. Want to stop worying about salvation? Wan to stop lusting? want to stop worying? .... Simply get intimiate with Jesus... Nothing else ... Is greater in this life ... Seek me with all your heart and you will fine me......

Man Needs a God Vision

God cares about the heart and that we walk in Faith! How can we walk in faith if God has no purpsoe for us! Just look at every characther in the bible and how GOes has huge plans for them but they had to walk in faith into Gods purpose for them. You want to steal the joy out of a christians life? Start by telling them that God has no vision for their life. Describe the Christian life is just getting saved and then trying to survive the earth without pissing Gof of in order that he hopefully lets you into Heven. This is BULL CRAP! God has a vision and he uses us to reflect his purpose!
LEts make this more personl. Seeing how i am the only one that actually reads this blog :) The vision i belive GOd has for my life is teaching men how to meet their wife. How to be socially inclined. I see such a need for this escpially for Christian dudes. Our cultural is in total slavery when it comes to the opposite sex. Men worhsip women and view them as the greatest event in their life. I want to first open mens eyes to the lie in this and also encourage them to see that their journey is much greater then the women. I also want to teach men the inner game when it comes to meeting women! What a need to help get out a huge amount of lies that men have when it comes to attracting women! I want to help!

It excites my heart so much. Walking up the podium and teaching men something that was never taught to me! Praise God it wasnt. I woudnt know all this if it was for him! You make all things work to gether for your good!
I cant wait to fly all over the US teaching men! Men need freedom in this area desperatly! The idea of living out my purpose brings rest and joy to my heart! God please confirm what is activity exciting in my heart. Please protect me from the devil who would look to steal my job and vision.

Also, when it comes to humor and lanugue. I think i know why it is such a burden on my heart. If i am going to teach other men, i need to get this one right. God please guide me as i study your view on cuss words and on humor. There is very little when it comes to this area and most christians just refuse to ignore on not take someone elses advice even though its studying very little. I want to walk boldly here and get your heart when it comes to humor and lanuguage. Father also when it comes to my speech, because i am in such a grey zone in my heart i am going to ask that i ask for forgivness at the end of the day instead of everything i do a grey zone area. I ask for this extended grace because i'm not sure im sinning and i feel like everytime i hit a great joy i must be in sin. I literally am trained to feel like crap when i feel good. This is not of you! Jesus please set me free here and continue to awaken my heart!

Love you,

Mark D. Watson
A proud servant of Jesus Christ!