I am in a new position I wil dictate my own schedule
I have choosen to not take care of myself due to financial woes.
Its times to walk away from that and began to take care of myself.
I will take weekends off.
I will drink plenty f water
I will wash my clothes as much as need to
I wil give my self 4 horus a day of rest
I will say no allot more
I will read my bible
I will check my linkedin once a day
I will not bail people out because of their lack of organization.
I will hold people accountable for the jobs I have given them
I will drink tea and allow myself time to myself
I will began to start dating
I will get involved at church
I will move out
I will stop fixating on what is not mine
I WONT be rushed anyne more.
I will eat lunch
Monday, November 4, 2013
Prayer
Hey Jesus
I am overhwlemed. I feel isolated and alone. I feel drained. I feel my life has no balance.
I have taken another job as district maanger and I am not excited at all. It sems every position I take robs my energy and gives me nothing in return... I don't want this to happened again.....
I am nt use t having any balance and I don't even now where to start...
would you please come to my rescue I cant ge tmyself out of this mess....
Thanks for getting of your throne and coming into this world of chaos. Thanks for allowing me to adire and love you.
I am here in Corona and the truth is who nows how long I am here.
I will start running appointment tomorrow and managing my team.
I am just down and could use a hug...
I am overhwlemed. I feel isolated and alone. I feel drained. I feel my life has no balance.
I have taken another job as district maanger and I am not excited at all. It sems every position I take robs my energy and gives me nothing in return... I don't want this to happened again.....
I am nt use t having any balance and I don't even now where to start...
would you please come to my rescue I cant ge tmyself out of this mess....
Thanks for getting of your throne and coming into this world of chaos. Thanks for allowing me to adire and love you.
I am here in Corona and the truth is who nows how long I am here.
I will start running appointment tomorrow and managing my team.
I am just down and could use a hug...
Monday, August 5, 2013
LEarning Lesson
First day on the job when it comes to non traning
Be careful who you choose to give your day to. Set it up where they have to give you a yes or no at the end of the day.
People have no problem wasting your time. Get a commitment and be prepared to use the drop\
GIve people as much time as they will give you
Be careful who you choose to give your day to. Set it up where they have to give you a yes or no at the end of the day.
People have no problem wasting your time. Get a commitment and be prepared to use the drop\
GIve people as much time as they will give you
Saturday, June 8, 2013
Building a team
I am going to build a team of people that are exclusively good at one thing. Somoene who has lots of talents you must pay allot of money to hire.
But if you can get an expert in a field but thats all they can do you can pay them very little.
How much do we pay an assembly line worker? Not much because his job is very simple.
Why not do this at outsourcing? Its tempting to hire one person to do tons of differnt task. The issue is you will have to pay them more because of their broad knowlege base.
My goal is to put a team together who are each a master of the following
Website
Graphic design
Content writing
Progammer/Coder
SEO
Power Point Designer
and pay them the least amount of money
But if you can get an expert in a field but thats all they can do you can pay them very little.
How much do we pay an assembly line worker? Not much because his job is very simple.
Why not do this at outsourcing? Its tempting to hire one person to do tons of differnt task. The issue is you will have to pay them more because of their broad knowlege base.
My goal is to put a team together who are each a master of the following
Website
Graphic design
Content writing
Progammer/Coder
SEO
Power Point Designer
and pay them the least amount of money
Sunday, May 12, 2013
Rebel!!
As a Christians i lean towards the liberal side of some hot issue. I have no issue drinking liquor and using strong language in front of others.. In fact I believe its part of my ministry that direct people towards Christ.
The heart of my ministry is shattering peoples beliefs not so they debate with me but they go head to head with Christ. Our culture has multiple stereotypes of "what a good Christians should look like. One of these stereotypes is a white collar, white male, who is passive, never wants to offend and who avoids liquor at all cost. The tragic part is none of these things describe "Christ"
Any time you break a stereo type it challenges peoples belief..... In fact Jesus was a master of breaking society beliefs.. Why was the first miracle Jesus performed turning water in to wine??? I believe Jesus wanted to go to war with society beliefs and challenge people at their core... What Jesus was communicating to them was if you have a problem with a belief of yours "come to me, study me, talk to ME!!!" The most tragic verse in the bible is....
Matthew 7:22-23 Many will say to me on that day, 'Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name and in your name drive out demons and in your name perform many miracles?'Then I will tell them plainly, 'I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers!'
Look carefully in 22 when they say "We"..The We is them working with their pastors, friends, community groups leaders who did great things in Jesus name.. Then in 23 Jesus says but i didn't know YOU!
In each of our fallen nature the natural tendacy is to put our hope in the people we look up to when our beliefs are challenged .. The problem is they are not Christ. ! How often do we talk to Jesus about our beliefs and how often do we study God's word to find the answer??? Lets take a look at Jesus life.. Jesus cuts straight to some very controversial topics. Jesus shakes up everyone beliefs when he works on the Sabbath! It amazes me how the old testament is covered in God having people stoned for working on the Sabbath and then Jesus walks onto the scene and first thing he does is works on the Sabbath Why would he do that??? Jesus wanted to challenge peoples beliefs... Jesus wanted to SHATTER their identity ? Why shatter an identity?? You cant come to Christ until you realize that your old ways our not God's way. That your old identity is a fat lie!!! Jesus has to hit us at our core in order for us to allow him into our hearts.. Even after your saved Jesus will continually do this.. and yes it hurts but its good!!!
Why do people get defensive over their beliefs? Allot of people make their identity through their beliefs .. The idea of having one of their beliefs shattered would wreck their identity .. The great part of being in Christ is Jesus is going to constantly go to war with our old beliefs because he is constantly renewing our mind and changing our beliefs....
My ministry is simply to point people to have a one on one with Christ. One of the most powerful ways to do this is to shatter their reality of what a "stereo typical Christians should look like" I believe that is the heart of Christ!
The heart of my ministry is shattering peoples beliefs not so they debate with me but they go head to head with Christ. Our culture has multiple stereotypes of "what a good Christians should look like. One of these stereotypes is a white collar, white male, who is passive, never wants to offend and who avoids liquor at all cost. The tragic part is none of these things describe "Christ"
Any time you break a stereo type it challenges peoples belief..... In fact Jesus was a master of breaking society beliefs.. Why was the first miracle Jesus performed turning water in to wine??? I believe Jesus wanted to go to war with society beliefs and challenge people at their core... What Jesus was communicating to them was if you have a problem with a belief of yours "come to me, study me, talk to ME!!!" The most tragic verse in the bible is....
Matthew 7:22-23 Many will say to me on that day, 'Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name and in your name drive out demons and in your name perform many miracles?'Then I will tell them plainly, 'I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers!'
Look carefully in 22 when they say "We"..The We is them working with their pastors, friends, community groups leaders who did great things in Jesus name.. Then in 23 Jesus says but i didn't know YOU!
In each of our fallen nature the natural tendacy is to put our hope in the people we look up to when our beliefs are challenged .. The problem is they are not Christ. ! How often do we talk to Jesus about our beliefs and how often do we study God's word to find the answer??? Lets take a look at Jesus life.. Jesus cuts straight to some very controversial topics. Jesus shakes up everyone beliefs when he works on the Sabbath! It amazes me how the old testament is covered in God having people stoned for working on the Sabbath and then Jesus walks onto the scene and first thing he does is works on the Sabbath Why would he do that??? Jesus wanted to challenge peoples beliefs... Jesus wanted to SHATTER their identity ? Why shatter an identity?? You cant come to Christ until you realize that your old ways our not God's way. That your old identity is a fat lie!!! Jesus has to hit us at our core in order for us to allow him into our hearts.. Even after your saved Jesus will continually do this.. and yes it hurts but its good!!!
Why do people get defensive over their beliefs? Allot of people make their identity through their beliefs .. The idea of having one of their beliefs shattered would wreck their identity .. The great part of being in Christ is Jesus is going to constantly go to war with our old beliefs because he is constantly renewing our mind and changing our beliefs....
My ministry is simply to point people to have a one on one with Christ. One of the most powerful ways to do this is to shatter their reality of what a "stereo typical Christians should look like" I believe that is the heart of Christ!
Gods View
How does God View things?
God does not view
missing the mark like we do..... God is either with you or against you....
Either you are an
adopted Son of God's or you are a son of the devil..
Hence the flesh= Your fallen nature and you follow your papa Satan
Spirit= Your
perfect nature and you follow your ABBA Jesus!
Either you are
damned or Saved.... There is no middle ground....
Before you are
saved you are a son of the devil.. Your nature is evil... You are engulfed in
complete darkness.. You reap death in your life and others..... You literally can’t
help it... You are a slave to all that is evil...
God gives us the law to show you your fallen nature... God gives you a mirror of what you are.. Until you had this mirror you had no idea you were fallen..
At this point you
need help!!!!!
You see through
the law and God's word that you are Gods enemy.. You are trapped in your own
sin and you will have to pay the price... You have no hope in yourself....
Luckily there is
good news! Christ!!!!
In order to get
saved you must ask God to forgive you for the mess you have made and ask Jesus
to give you a new life and to put his life giving Spirit in you
Once you have Gods
Spirit in you... You are saved and God no longer looks at your flesh... He looks
at your new spirit! In fact now God is with you at all times!!!!!!
You can no longer
sin in God's eye... He can’t see that sin...
Just because you are saved doesn’t mean you don’t have tons of areas that are still in pure darkness…
Imagine 100,000
pieces of your soul each in their own dark pit covered with their hand up
hoping that God will grab hold of each of them.. This is a taste of whats
happening in your soul... The great news is he is now taking them one at a time
and bringing each out of the darkness.. This is why the darkness and
light don’t get along... They are complete opposite... One produces life the
other produces death....
Why repent to
God after you are saved? The idea that you can make God mad after your saved is
ludicrous... That would cover up what Jesus did on the cross..
You
repent because you are surrendering an area of darkness to God to
have his spirit take control of you in that area... A parent cant work on their
kids until their kids surrenders to their parents.
We day to day repent not to satisfy God’s wrath but to allow us to be set free from the darkness our old life sowed...
We day to day repent not to satisfy God’s wrath but to allow us to be set free from the darkness our old life sowed...
The spirit is in constant combat with the flesh until we die and at that point... The spirit in Christ is our full identity .. We no longer have a diseased flesh and we can live out our true identity ... To reflect Gods amazing nature...
Saturday, April 13, 2013
Step up
I am down .... and i belief its time to vent
I get so close to sucess financially and then it fails.... poker quitting when i made it, Farmers all systems were built to find out im in a dying industry, networking group takes off and now i must leave it.... It sucks.... it hurts and now the truth is i need to start from scratch again......
What will it cost me if i dont? depression, living at my parents, bankruptcy, no girl friedn, no leadership roles, no building automation in my life.... the worst is not living up to my potential.. I truly belive Jesus made me unique and i want to live up the role desperatelly! I have belived my whle life that i was born for business and its time to show that
What would i gain- my own place, i would be able to build systems, get invoived in a church, a girl friend , CHANGE THE BUSINEE WORLD,
WHat i want: 1) automation 2) More energy 3) Leadership role 4) My own business
I get so close to sucess financially and then it fails.... poker quitting when i made it, Farmers all systems were built to find out im in a dying industry, networking group takes off and now i must leave it.... It sucks.... it hurts and now the truth is i need to start from scratch again......
What will it cost me if i dont? depression, living at my parents, bankruptcy, no girl friedn, no leadership roles, no building automation in my life.... the worst is not living up to my potential.. I truly belive Jesus made me unique and i want to live up the role desperatelly! I have belived my whle life that i was born for business and its time to show that
What would i gain- my own place, i would be able to build systems, get invoived in a church, a girl friend , CHANGE THE BUSINEE WORLD,
WHat i want: 1) automation 2) More energy 3) Leadership role 4) My own business
Saturday, January 26, 2013
Rise to the Occasion
So i will be jobless.
I am in 40k deep debt
My back is in pain from the accident.
Father, please draw extra close to me. My heart needs inspiration and nothing else but you will do.
I beg you to slam the door shut at the jobs i shouldnt have and open the door for the opporuntiy you would have me have.
Also, i have decided that my fun is not an option at this point of my life.
My sole purpose is to get out of debt, get my body in shape in order to save my body and walk close to you God. I will discipline my friend but its up to them to take action.
Father may you walk extra close to me. I feel like a man that has lost everything. I will do everything in my strength to get it back but truly we both know it comes down to you. MAY YOUR WILL be done. I realize Jesus said that and then was put on the cross. I realize i am promised nothing in this life and my life may end in utter sorrow. FOR YOUR NAME!!!
I am in 40k deep debt
My back is in pain from the accident.
Father, please draw extra close to me. My heart needs inspiration and nothing else but you will do.
I beg you to slam the door shut at the jobs i shouldnt have and open the door for the opporuntiy you would have me have.
Also, i have decided that my fun is not an option at this point of my life.
My sole purpose is to get out of debt, get my body in shape in order to save my body and walk close to you God. I will discipline my friend but its up to them to take action.
Father may you walk extra close to me. I feel like a man that has lost everything. I will do everything in my strength to get it back but truly we both know it comes down to you. MAY YOUR WILL be done. I realize Jesus said that and then was put on the cross. I realize i am promised nothing in this life and my life may end in utter sorrow. FOR YOUR NAME!!!
Good bye Insurance
I am walking away from Insurace. I have given the last 19 months to insurance. Why am i walking away?
Simply put, i am in a dying industry and truly their is not much residual income. We are told there is but quite frankly that is a lie. I cant wait 5 years to hpefully have a thriving agency. Also, in 5 years the best i would be making is 80k a year.
Father, I love you. You have walked me evy step of the way. Thank you for an amzig experince in insurance. I have gotten top knotch training and my fconfidence is at a all time high!
Things i have learned from this experience. 1) Take a job that has a base pay! 2) Read the contract 3) Map out the vision and dont take the manamgents vision. THey can lie :)
Please help me out of this debt father
Simply put, i am in a dying industry and truly their is not much residual income. We are told there is but quite frankly that is a lie. I cant wait 5 years to hpefully have a thriving agency. Also, in 5 years the best i would be making is 80k a year.
Father, I love you. You have walked me evy step of the way. Thank you for an amzig experince in insurance. I have gotten top knotch training and my fconfidence is at a all time high!
Things i have learned from this experience. 1) Take a job that has a base pay! 2) Read the contract 3) Map out the vision and dont take the manamgents vision. THey can lie :)
Please help me out of this debt father
Thursday, January 3, 2013
Trust God with my business
Hey God!
Thank you for all you have provided in my business.
You say that anxiety wont add a day to my belif. I have coverd myself this week with anxiety.
How will i be able to live a life of total freedom when i develop a God complex.
Help me to release my worying when it comes to my policy count. I am addicted to this number
and i let it consume me.
It i doing me no good.
Tell me once when axiety has helped me?
THe fact is it hasnt. THe fact to is i am sick father and need you to restore me into freedom. Would you release me of this anxiety and help me walk into true joy!
Thank you for who you are!
Thank you for all you have provided in my business.
You say that anxiety wont add a day to my belif. I have coverd myself this week with anxiety.
How will i be able to live a life of total freedom when i develop a God complex.
Help me to release my worying when it comes to my policy count. I am addicted to this number
and i let it consume me.
It i doing me no good.
Tell me once when axiety has helped me?
THe fact is it hasnt. THe fact to is i am sick father and need you to restore me into freedom. Would you release me of this anxiety and help me walk into true joy!
Thank you for who you are!
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