Looking at the long run

I have traded allot in order to ban k it on the long term investment

            Being married
            Having a 60k sallary out of college
            Huge Credit card debt
            Living at my parents
           Having my own place
            Having a community
            Have no money for the past year and a half. I mean no money literally
            My body is in poor shape



Long term benefit
             I am compltelly in love with Jesus
             I have a career
             I know more about social dynamics then 99.9 % of the world
             I was a professioanl poker player
             I ran a carrer Fair
             I have a ton of amazing friends
            I have been able to bring friends to Christ
             I am extrmelly close to breaking free of finacial woes
            I am extremelly confiendt
            I have got to mentor many people
            I get to be an inpiration for others
             MY rock has been Jesus

            was it worth it...... The first one alone makes it worth it yes... Good bye Sarah you were a great friend. Congratz on being engaged
         

Allot of times i hold shame that i didnt pass every test that God does to me. I worry allot about my finances. I dont always trust God.

Its ok that i dont hit the mark. Thank you Jesus that you did. You did what i can not :) Its ok that you have slipped up at porn. Jesus didnt :)

Its ok that you freaked out when your finances have been insane. Thank you Jesus that you passed this test

Its ok that i have not been the best business man because my anxiety has gotten the best of me. That you Jesus you passed this test.

Its ok that i havent been able to perfect figure out Gods heart when it comes to humor and language. Jesus you are the heart of God.

Thank you Jesus that you taked the flawed and take the place of their flaws. Your grace is more then enough.

I wasnt the man i should of been when it comes to women. Thank you Jesus that you passed this test.

You are God and i thank you for calling me your friend.

need to move on

I have much to be thankful for and NOW is the perfect time to cieze the opportunity i have been given.

I have a producer who will be working for free for me :)
I will have an extra 1k a month for cc debt
I will have a brand new car by tommrow.

I know my financial situation has been the pits. But i need to open to my eyes and realize those days are gone. I can began to pay off debt :) Thank you God :)

My leads are comming in from bolder. Mark is ready to start gridning out on the phone.
My system are just about ready. My finances are finally in order :)