Saturday, January 26, 2013

Rise to the Occasion

So i will be jobless.

I am in 40k deep debt

My back is in pain from the accident.

Father, please draw extra close to me. My heart needs inspiration and nothing else but you will do.

I beg you to slam the door shut at the jobs i shouldnt have and open the door for the opporuntiy you would have me have.

Also, i have decided that my fun is not an option at this point of my life.

My sole purpose is to get out of debt, get my body in shape in order to save my body and walk close to you God. I will discipline my friend but its up to them to take action.

Father may you walk extra close to me. I feel like a man that has lost everything. I will do everything in my strength to get it back but truly we both know it comes down to you. MAY YOUR WILL be done. I realize Jesus said that and then was put on the cross. I realize i am promised nothing in this life and my life may end in utter sorrow. FOR YOUR NAME!!!

Good bye Insurance

I am walking away from Insurace. I have given the last 19 months to insurance. Why am i walking away?
Simply put, i am in a dying industry and truly their is not much residual income. We are told there is but quite frankly that is a lie. I cant wait 5 years to hpefully have a thriving agency. Also, in 5 years the best i would be making is 80k a year.

Father, I love you. You have walked me evy step of the way. Thank you for an amzig experince in insurance. I have gotten top knotch training and my fconfidence is at a all time high!

Things i have learned from this experience. 1) Take a job that has a base pay! 2) Read the contract 3) Map out the vision and dont take the manamgents vision. THey can lie :)

Please help me out of this debt father

Thursday, January 3, 2013

Trust God with my business

Hey God!

Thank you for all you have provided in my business.

You say that anxiety wont add a day to my belif. I have coverd myself this week with anxiety.

How will i be able to live a life of total freedom when i develop a God complex.

Help me to release my worying when it comes to my policy count. I am addicted to this number
and i let it consume me.

It i doing me no good.

Tell me once when axiety has helped me?

THe fact is it hasnt. THe fact to is i am sick father and need you to restore me into freedom. Would you release me of this anxiety and help me walk into true joy!

Thank you for who you are!