Who is the source?

If you were the one that created your own success ! Then you have full rights to all you earned. In fact if it taken from you! You have full rights to be upset, because you earned it! You have full rights to get what you earned!

The big question is who created the success?

The problem is when we belive we create our own success we have deceived our selfs and insulted our creator

Before we even drive to work in the morning, who woke us up? Who made sure our body was well rested? Who made sure that we wernt robbed last night? Who allowed our minds to refresh from the stress the day before? Who made sure we have food on the table? Who made sure that we had oxgen? Who made sure the sun didnt get 10 feet closer to the earth and burn us to 1 million pieces? Who made sure that our bodies would wake up?

We didnt do any of these things! God literally does it all! And yet we think we our owed these things and  if one of these things doesnt go perfectly right.. Then we have full rights to complain!!

Where does this mindset come from? The belief that we create our own sucess. That truly we are the source...

When you belive you are the source of life, you take on and expect all rights of what you belive you are owed. When you dont get what you belive you are owed you upset !

Dont get me wrong the source has the full right to be upset! The problem is we arnt the source only Jesus is!
So anything we are given is god lavhing is grace on us! We didnt earn it he simply gives us grace because he loves us!

When our mindset shifts from we are the source of everything and instead he is the source of everything. We began to view things oppposte. We now appreciate everything we receive because its not owed to us. In fact we began to fall in lvoe with our fathers who spoils us. It creates an attitude of thankful ness and it growns our faith.

How does it grow our fatih? We began to see gods  grave in everything. As we more and more, recognigze gods grace. We see the evidence of God all around us. That strengths our faith and allows us when diffcult situations coems turn to our source for strength not ourself. As our faith grows, our ability to rest in Gods word grows as well. This allows us to expeice a rest that other wotn be able to expeerice

My God you

Dear Jesus

I am down but i want to thank you!

I cant imagine how down you must of felt when you suufered on the cross.. Talk about an injustice.. You did nothing wrong and laid your heart for everyone....... And suffered a penalty that no man but you could ever bear......

Every knee will bow down because of what you did...... You deserve all Glory for ETERNITY


Thank you for giving me an opportunity to work with Bob.
God i want the best for him and my hope is that you bless him through this.
Please bring him back to kids and his wife.. God this situation looks impossible but i know that is the business you are in... Taking the impossible and making it possible



I am so confused to be leaving another company when we are in the money..... It tears at my heart and makes me question why !!!!!

I simply cant be in buisness with Bob and Leo.... I have to look past the money and look at doing the right thing.. Bob buisness practices are questionable at best and Leo may be the worst business owner i have ever witnessed..  I cant built my future with these 2..... Damn it tough though...

God I asked for a journey that brings me close to you and boy you have given it.... Please allow me to feel your presence because right now i feel my soul is torn.......

God you are my only hope... you are the great creator,,,, You are MY God! I will once again bank it all on you........ WHen my hope starts fading out,,, my strengh wears out.. i know i am not alone...... My God you are beatiful love... my god you are... A beatiful love... MY god you! A beatiful love... My god YOU ARE!!!! a beatiful LOVE... My god you are are un changin llove... My god your heart sends hope from above....

Thanks that i have been reedemed... There is Life because of your victory.. YOU ARE MY GOD!!!

my thought

I just finished reading  s majority of my blogs. A couple things come to mind .
1) I speak way to much
2) that I can predict the future.
Facts are I predict any thing.like Jesus says don't worry about  tomorrow because
Today has enough worries on its own . So much truth to this. So Many of my post talk
Ably  that I will do this or that. The facts is if    the Lord's wills of it will happen  if he doesn't  it won't.
Want to start enjoying  the moment ? Love God with all you  heart and leave the entire future in his hands.

To say I will do this or I will do that is foolish. I have repeatedly found that what I said was goin  to happen  didn't.

The facts our I am a little human that while small has the king of everything  desperately in live with me.