Step up

I am down .... and i belief its time to vent

I get so close to sucess financially and then it fails....  poker quitting when i made it, Farmers all systems were built to find out im in a dying industry, networking group takes off and now i must leave it.... It sucks.... it hurts and now the truth is i need to start from scratch again......

What will it cost me if i dont? depression, living at my parents, bankruptcy, no girl friedn, no leadership roles, no building automation in my life.... the worst is not living up to my potential.. I truly belive Jesus made me unique and i want to live up the role desperatelly! I have belived my whle life that i was born for business and its time to show that

What would i gain- my own place, i would be able to build systems, get invoived in a church, a girl friend , CHANGE THE BUSINEE WORLD,



WHat i want: 1) automation 2) More energy 3) Leadership role 4) My own business