I find that throughout the day i get extremlly excited and full of joy. I get excited for my job and all the sudden i jack off. I am amazed at how i choose to run from the thing i want to do . When i am most excited, i need to chnnel this energy and take advantage of it instead of going into self destrutive mode.
Also, pornograpghy must come to an end. Look what it is going to cost my life. Even now i cant see women as preatty creatures but as sex toys. I spend more time looking at naked women then i do seeing them clothes. I am robbing myself and this is theft in my life. I am going to harm my wife if God even allows me to have one. How do i beat this sickness? First i must admit i am powerless here. Jesus i cant beat this my nature cant stop sinning. Would you help me?
2) I need to get covenant eyes. I need accontability.
3) I need to remind myself frequently what i am fight for! I want to be an amzing father and husband. I want to be an amazing man and how can i be these thigns by pursing death. I want to bring joy instead of sorrow to the holy spirit in this area. Holy spirit please help me
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