Thankyou

Dear Jesus

Thankyou!
My life has been one heck of a roller coaster since the accident. From quitting poker which you arranged. Thankyou for bringing Carrie into my life in order to allow me to graduate.

Thankyou for bringing Andrew into my life right when i needed him. I was at my breaking point and thought i would never recover from the accident. Jesus i just asked for my sanity back and you have given me so much more. I well never forget the day Andy came up to me at CR and ask me if i had a terrible experience with you while hallucinating.. Thankyou what shame that brought to my life. Thankyou for releashing that shame and turning it into your glory.

Thankyou for turning terrible situations into glory. Only you have the power to do that. You are a true redeamer with a redeaming heart. Help me to be more like that.

Ha lets move on to taking the Farmers Job. I know you were with me the night WE decided to choose farmers. Thanks for making it so clear. Who knew how bad i would need that in order to get through the tough trials. Jesus i dont think i wold of stuck through all the pain if you didn't give me that night at Sac state. I needed you extrmelly close and you were.. Thanks for walking as my best buddy

Thanks for expanding my comfort zone beyond belief. I am proud of how far you have taken me. I never thought i would be able to go solo in so many areas of my lilfe . From making phone calls by myself, to walking to apartment complex manager by my self. I run aplintment by myself. I always needed another human with me and now i can do it alone. Thank you for making me so bold. Thankyou for putting rest in my life.

Thanks for the bcf. Going from being the biggest loser in the faternity to the leader of the faternity. Unreal. I remember the night i decided to refollow you. I said "God i'm all in but please dont make me into one of those jerk chrisitans" Wow was i wrong. Trufully in my heart i thought i would be the most disliked guy in the fratnerity.. Unreal your sense of humor to make me the most popular.

Thank you for living a life worth living. Thanks for setting the example for me. Thanks for promising me that night in Sac that you will never leave me. You know you say this life is by faith but truly father you made the first move. Thank you for showing a blind man to light. You truly are God and I owe you everything.

Jesus thankyou for pushing me out of my comfort zone so hard. Truly i coudnt do any of the these things without you. Allot of times i dont like being pushed but after words i am stoaked you did it. I would like to switch my mind set to looking forward to being pushed so proactive versus reactive. Help me in this area.

Thanks for you !