God and Freedom

Everynight i ask God that when i die and meet him. It will be embracing my best friend whom i have deeply experienced so much of.

I have found that the hunt for Gods heart is a Bold walk that puts your faith fully in him. God has made me challenge allot of my religious belief and is showing me that true salvation in this life is letting go. Letting go that salvation is my job. I have been letting go of legalism and playing with new ideas that i would of thought was tabuic befroe. To truly be deep with Christ we have to  let christ lead us. One thing i have found is that when my old spirit begans to tell me what if you go to hell for this. I am reminded that i have no say in my salvation only Jesus does. In order to let Jesus lead we have to take bold leapes that may challenge the way we live and the way we see Jesus.

To be trully free in Chrit we have to fully emrace what the cross meant. It means God cant look at our sins. God literally has no ability to see me for what i truly am. This allows me to have his spirit of boldness and risk taking because if i am to truly know Christ deeply i have to let go of all that i am and let him transform me. I am finding more and more it is his job to do this not mine. My old selfs seeks to tell Christ how he is going to save me and secrely tries to carry the burden on my own. Sadly my old man wants to be Christ. Forunutaly Christ sees this old man and redeems me anyways.

My point is if you want to truly know Gods heart let go. Dont worry if you miss the mark at times. God loves the fact you are willing to be bold and possibly mess up to know his heart.

Death to legaism ...